She Speaks....

Romans 5:8 But God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Thank you God for your love and for your forgiveness, thank you! It seems every single day I stumble, I try myself that I should not be doing the wrong thing; I should not be doing things that can hurt to anyone. I am trying to do the best I can to get closer to you Lord. I strive to be Holy in your eyes, but I fall, I fail and it really hurts. I am in pain and this pain seems deeper than others. I always make mistakes, I get up, try keep myself happy but I can still feel the pain. Thank you, God, for reminding me I am human and I am not perfect. They remain as a constant reminder to me that not only I a sinner but I am redeemed by our Savior’s healing power. A loving God who would do anything for me, even sending his only begotten Son to save me. So I live my days and look to the promise of resurrection. I am a sinner...but I will not accept that as my fate. I know God ha...

Test of Faith James 1:2-4 Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing. "Lord, why you’re not helping me?" or “I can’t take this anymore Lord” How often I've say those words. Although God has helped me repeatedly in countless ways in my life, still I want to seek more for it. I couldn't figure out what those "right things". I feel confuse; I feel lost and troubled. My being impatience often disrupts my ability to be fully aware of and accessible to God's help. If God doesn't deliver his help with me, I begin to immediately assume God doesn't want to help me because I'm unworthy. Where is my faith now? This is particularly true in my marriage. God using conflicts, difficulties to know him more , to strengthen my faith to Him and my efforts to work ...